Life is a Dusty Desert...: Dear Blue Eyes,

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Dear Blue Eyes,

Dear Blue Eyes,

I'm amazed by everything you are. I am amazed by your beauty. I'm amazed by your smile. I'm amazed by your laugh and your giggle. I'm amazed by your love and your innocence. I'm amazed by your beautiful blue eyes.

I can't tell you how I feel about you. I would fumble with my words because your beauty would strike me speechless. I can't explain to you how much I adore you for your personality and your joy because if I did I would put you to shame.

I know that I'll never be the guy who lights up the room when I walk in. Or the guy who makes you get butterflies when I talk to you. I'll never be the person would makes you happy when you'd rather give up for the day.

I love you. I do. But It truly is so much more than that. I know I may have made mistakes before and that I'm not the best person to receive your love. So I understand if you want to be with someone more than me. I love you too much to allow you to make the wrong choice.

Goodbye Blue-eyes,
I'll never stop wanting you to be happy.

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My Dusty Desert

Every dune seems to climb higher and higher. The sun gets brighter and brighter. The sand gets hotter and hotter. I stumble down the pillar of sand to find that I would just fall to the ground anyway. As time passes and my nap ends I hear the song. I hear the beautiful sound that breaks my heart and expands my soul and causes my mouth to fall open. It's no where near me but I can hear it. That's what matters. I climb to my feet. First a crawl then a walk then a run. By the end I am frolicking up and down the wave sand mountains towards the beautiful music only to find nothing. The fleeting song tries to leave my mind but jam my finger in my ear to keep it in. Sure I found my way to an oasis. To shelter and eventually out of the desert, but that song, that wonderful song is still in that desert asking for an ear to hear it cry out in sweet melodic joy.